{"id":2248,"date":"2014-07-22T16:00:14","date_gmt":"2014-07-22T16:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/?p=2248"},"modified":"2014-07-22T16:00:14","modified_gmt":"2014-07-22T16:00:14","slug":"ghosts-in-sunlight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/ghosts-in-sunlight","title":{"rendered":"Ghosts in Sunlight"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hilton Als JULY 10, 2014 ISSUE<\/span><\/p>\n

For Evgenia<\/p>\n

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This happened in 1967. That year, the American author Truman Capote, then forty-three years old, published a beautiful essay he titled \u201cGhosts in Sunlight.\u201d The piece\u2014it\u2019s not very long\u2014describes the author\u2019s experience on the set of the film adaptation of his 1966 best-selling book, In Cold Blood. At one point Capote relates how the actors impersonating the real-life protagonists in his famous \u201cnon-fiction novel\u201d unsettled him, rattled him, for there they were, alive and interpreting the thoughts and feelings of men he had known long before, dead men he could not shake. Capote describes this experience as being akin to watching \u201cghosts in sunlight\u201d\u2014a lovely metaphor about memory and the real converging to make the world something else, and the artist someone else, too. Standing on that film set, the Capote who had written In Cold Blood was a relative ghost to the film being made; he was a specter standing in the sunlight of his former self.<\/p>\n

I think I understand something about the anxiety Capote expresses in the piece; I certainly understand when he relates how, at some point during his In Cold Blood process, he\u2019d fall into bed with a bottle of scotch and pass out, the victim of a disorienting emotional flu. Nostalgia is one thing, but making art out of the past is another thing altogether, a Herculean effort in that known and unknown landscape we might as well call the metaphysical. It\u2019s the land where all artists dwell, and that your years at Columbia\u2019s School of the Arts have prepared you to meet head on*; by now you have developed the stamina of Hercules, or Sisyphus, as you do the joyful, maddening, and true work of artists, those sometimes whistling and sometimes wretched builders and destroyers of truth and memory, makers who take from the past\u2014their memories\u2014to create a present that shimmers with veracity and poetry.
\nI wonder if you, like me, feel, just now, like a ghost in the sunlight, awash in memories as your life shifts from student to professional, and your professors become your colleagues. I\u2019ll pull rank now\u2014but just for a moment\u2014and say that my ghosts are probably older than yours. I mean almost Madonna old, and her 1980s music is there in my reminiscences along with so much more as I recall that the majority of my ghosts became just that during the AIDS crisis, which I first read about while I was a student at Columbia\u2014in 1981 or so. I met those now gone boys at Columbia some time before I met you. In memory they wear what they wore then: Oxford button-downs, and they smoke and gossip in the sun that always makes the steps of Low Library\u2014the very steps you\u2019ve sat on yourself\u2014look like a sketch in a dream. Tomorrow was faraway then. And then it wasn\u2019t.<\/p>\n

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