{"id":7924,"date":"2016-12-29T07:25:21","date_gmt":"2016-12-29T12:25:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/?p=7924"},"modified":"2016-12-29T07:32:19","modified_gmt":"2016-12-29T12:32:19","slug":"liu-xia-i-am-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/liu-xia-i-am-tired","title":{"rendered":"Liu Xia: I Am Tired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-4374\" src=\"http:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/files\/2014\/10\/Liu-Xia.jpg\" alt=\"Liu Xia\" width=\"480\" height=\"320\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/files\/2014\/10\/Liu-Xia.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/files\/2014\/10\/Liu-Xia-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/>I am tired<br \/>\nI am tired of my white pills<br \/>\nI am tired of my smiles at you<br \/>\nI am tired of toilets on trains<br \/>\nI am tired of your reputation<br \/>\nI am tired of my heart tiring<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I am tired<br \/>\nI am tired of roads not to walk but watch<br \/>\nI am tired of dirty sky<br \/>\nI am tired of crying<br \/>\nI am tired of so-called spotless life<br \/>\nI am tired of pretentious language<\/p>\n<p>I am tired of plants dying<br \/>\nI am tired of sleepless nights<br \/>\nI am tired of empty mailbox<br \/>\nI am tired of all the reproaches<br \/>\nI am tired of the aphasia years<br \/>\nI am tired of eye-catching scarlet letter on my body<br \/>\nI am tired of the cage<br \/>\nMy love<\/p>\n<p>I am tired<\/p>\n<p><em>September 2016<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>(Translated by Yu Zhang)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Source: <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"http:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/blog\/archives\/76389\" target=\"_blank\">Original in Chinese<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am tired I am tired of my white pills  &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/liu-xia-i-am-tired\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4374,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1966,473,272],"views":7377,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7924"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7924"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7924\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7926,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7924\/revisions\/7926"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4374"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7924"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7924"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chinesepen.org\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7924"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}